Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
Lil things made big by the bitch
Today it the 6th day after the incident (the car incident) and it has been withou fail how ma mum tourment me about the thing EVERYDAY...yes everyday. Everyday, with or without bad thing that I do she will always remind me of that day and if that was not enough, she tries to brainwash me about the effin calculator and how she has to be so effin thick face to ask ma uncle to get the calcuator frm Kl for me...I found a solution by loaning the calcuator frm the college but they effin dun wan so it's deir own effin problem...
Today, I told the effin bitch that i will be goin out for dinner wif Jie and she was kinda reluctant but allowed me to go. After that the bitch went out to buy breakfast and she aked me to take care of the clothes and ma dad's bag that she let to sun outside. Fine, I sat in the living room facing the porch doing ma econs. I was preety engrossed till...it started to drizzle. The weather looked at if it was late 7 sumtin so I din really realise also. I look for the house key only to find that there wasn't any key so i got ma bro and he sumo slowly go get his effin keys. Well, we finally pulled in everything before the started to pour but the bag was already wert...onli the top part so I got the iron to iron it (since the wet part was fabric) and half way, that effin bitch was back!
I decided to be a good kid and told her the truth but to only find that I get so effin screwed. And she has to effin remind every single shit of that incident and how much she has to pay and how much money I have spent and yada yada yada. She claims "if you are so smart I dun have to spend so much money on you". In other words, she is tryin to say dat if I had got a JPA scolarship she wud not have to spend so much on me...since much money that was spend on me now is my education. And also basically, all the money in my bank account has been used for repairs and phone bills (last time) and there isn't much left. Well in the first place all MY money that goes into an effin bank has kinda become hers. I can't use it for anything so it doesn't matter how much is left there...that's why (i learnt ma lesson) I never bank money into the bank if I have a choice.
She continues barking till she claims that I always ask money to go out with tu kau friends hu only know how to spend time hooking guys (which she meant Jie). That effin bitch claims that some of her effin whore friends saw her goin into Dainel's house alone and they claim dat that is dating. My effin god man...she duno the other side of the story. Jie' mum knows about all these stuff and they are onli good friends. And I dun just believe Jie becus she is ma friend...well I do take things in wisely.Anyway, that got me pissed to the maximum. She just fucking accuse ma friend. And she doesn't really know her in person. I mean that bitch kenw her in person and all that stuff, maybe what she says can still be acceptable but she jus simply make assupmitons. Fine maybe she isn't as good as how that bitch wants her to be (you know, to "qualify" to befriends with me) but she isn't a TU KAU!!! that got me real pissed and I obviously screamed at her and finally I am grounded...cus Jis is ma pengaruh buruk and I onli noe how to mix with Tu Kau-s...
And she made BIG (bigger then big) FUSS about the 2 drops of water she saw on the bag. While I fried up most of the things before se was back ans she has to make effin big story over 2 drops of water...it's an effin 2 drops of water...not even a patch!!! She is a pure effin bitch and I so pureeffin hate her...and now bcus of her, she spoilled ma motivation to studi...I am so goin to the lib tmr (even that she has a problem to it)....
Jus because of a bag she made such a big fuss. I admit i have a bit of neglicence in ma watching over the damn thing but she makes a world war by provocating me and since ma temper is short (as long as she's the one barking, ma temper will always be short) the war always starts and I am always the one to be blamed. I dun understand why she can't leave me in peace and let me settel my mistakes on my own instead of adding into the shit. There are so many things that I am willing to shoulder the responsibility but then again she wud not allow me t do it and finally blame me for everything...
That bitch dun belive that I could survive in Kl but as a matter of a fact I can it's just that they never allowed me to do ma own stuff and LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! (that is what I need most)