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I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.

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tears don't fall

U are now reading a live telecawst from me. Pls do congratualate me now cus I am officially shedding tears as I blog. So in a way u are readin a tearfull post. I am so fuckin depressing...

Jie finally said dat she could go faw the GC tingy which means transport and accomodation all kau tim. But jus becus ma fuckin mother dun give me permission now dat I can't go!!! Everything is arranged nicely about it and I see no reason y I can't go, I see no reason y she dun allow me to go.

Dude I planned faw the GC tingy askin ma cousin to get me the tickets and all but now I can't go not bcus I dun have transport or the tickets or werteva shit dat is caused by circumstances BUT JUS BECUS OF MA FUCKING MUM HU DON'T WANA GIVE ME PERMISSION!!!

Her reason:
Cus have to spend money and sure have to buy gifts and all faw Jie's auntie and yada yada yada.

Dude it's a lame excuse. If i went Sunway earlier I wud now be preparin to go faw deir mother fuckin concert! And it's not like everytime they are cumin here and u can get the tickets faw free and dat u have a holiday!

I dun tink i will be so depressed and so heart broken if I can't go due to circumstances but there isn't now! The fact that everytin is arrange nicely and den she jus have to trash it wif a fuckin NO sux big time! Jus because of her NO wich dun mean a single shit to me or anytin of the circumstances faw me to go....such a shit face
Illusionized. Friday, April 20, 2007;11:57 AM