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Lost Simple Thinking

changed ma URL...maybe wad Qi Hau say was rite...I expose too much and that will bring trouble....

I duno but i have to admit that I have already lost my simple thinking. Sensitivity seeps in and curiosity kills the cat. In collge at times too complicated a thinking actuali kills.Yet again curiosity doesn't allow the mind to actually jus have a simpe thinking.

Like one of d TVB dramas I saw on TV3, it's actuali out thoughts that cause us to do bad or good things. One's reaction is determined by the thoughts of themselves.

I wish I had a simple thinking with a simple life....I reali (as far as I noe la) am fascinated by Florence. As far as I noe and how I mix with her, her way of thinking is pretty simple. All she noes is to do her best and have fun, not wanting to question about things. Maybe there will be some questions but as to think complicatedly to it, i dun tink so.

All I wanted a simple life and thinking in college...all I want are simple friendships that looks on to the future and not question ma past. I duno if I'm being sensitive or wat but pople hide in their mask too long till I can't convince maself there's nutin else beside wad i see. The fact that that is not their true self and there are so many things that happened doesn't allow me to convince maself to keep things simple.

When I was in secondary, i tot i had lost ma simple thinking but the truth is, I haven't loose that much of it till I came to college. Compared to high skul, I reali have lost ma simple thinking...

As the sem is cumin to an end, I wana start a new.I wana wash off ma memories and start again like a simple child...getting reasy for the next sem...

wash ma hands clean and whipe me from misery caused by my own train of thoughts.

Show me waht is like to be the last one standing....
I wun give in so easilly....I will reach for ma dreams till I get em...
Illusionized. Thursday, February 15, 2007;5:42 PM