Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
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Havoc
Wah if I dun blog about today I sure will regret man.So afta psychology I had a 4 hours break.I was gona have a disscussion group our ESL group work lata oso.Afta psycho classI finally get what Ms. Lucy's notes were crappin about so I didn't have to go n sit wif her to ask her to explain but did some chat wif her.Met up with Mariel n Hwei Zhen in the library.Did our psychology homework and i finished it about 45 minutes.So free wei cus lazy to do maths...hehe...gona kumpul it...lol
So sat down and time just ticks....Mariel went for IT...untill finally I got fed up so I told em I wanted to go to games room.Promised Hwei Zhen that I will met up wif her in an hours time.Off I went and den saw two guys frm ma course wan playing Ping Pong.Shane(ma group leader) and Kar Sen.They tot me hw to play ping pong...nice guys....Due to my socialble nature I made two friends and Shane tot me Ping Pong.So he's ma ping pong sifu now...hehe...I played wif Kar Sen.Half way, Sue Lynn (oso our group member) said she wanted to change to another group.Her replacement will be Catherine...one of d MGS girls that I mix wif wan la.I told her I can't make the decision now so I told her afta wards wen we meet den onli discuss.
Can't really blame Sue Lynn oso la.We can see that she wasn't really comfortable when we formed the group durin ESL tutorial a few days ago.Well she has no friends there (no CGL ppl wif her).Now that she's got a friend frm other group she oso will want ma.If I were her,I will oso wana change la.
So we met up.The first thing we did was to talk about Sue Lynn's case.Agreed that if she doesn't feel comfy then she ccan switch but we asked her to stay with us first la since ther is no wer she can go faw now and that she oso did her work.To ma dissapointment,we asked Catherine to come in instead.
Not that I hate Catherine but she's like...well no offense a kinda "lameness" which I dun really noe hw to explain.All she wants is to try to go where her fiends go dat kind.I duno hw tot say but I dun like her behavior la...to me it's like...SO LAME.I duno how to say this la...maybe like kinda bit f over reactin like dat...haiyo...And I think SueLynn would have been a better member in the sense produce more quality...
So anyway,Hwei Zhen asked her to come to lib since she went home bt she say she can't cus went out wif d mum.Ok,so dun care. We started our discussion wif Sue Lynn together and she starts to feel more comfy and started to opened up.Compared to the last time,her mouth was like cemented.
Half way syok syok discussion,Cat called and ask wer are we.Told her that we were in the Lib.My hope of her not cumin crushed into pieces.Then wif her air of "lameness"she was like:how ar?? and that's where the prob starts...
It's not very nice to tell Sue Lynn that she can go off now since she gave us a number of ideas.I knew Sue Lynn is very comfy adey. So I asked Sue Lynn again and she was kinda paiseh but at last she said she dun mind stayin (which means she wanted to stay)me n Hwei zhen knew hw Sue Lynn felt oso la but in a way it's kinda her fault oso.Now we duno hu to kick out. I want Cath to be out but I can't say wan wad.And that baka cat still stayed ther askin hw and hw and hw.I mean, she could have said never mind cus her group had adey passed up deir name and now that Sue Lynn,hu has the member of the group status had chose to remain.I could see it so OBVIOUS that she was so desperate to come in and she's just acting LAME.
Sagu came in tellin us that ther's gona a new group that she's forming and asked Sue Lynn to join em.Sagu actuali came out frm a group cus can't communicate.So things bcome more complicated and yada yada yada.Kinda made friends wif Sagu...god but her mouth ar...when she opens her mouth u can smell the ciggaratte smoke.Awfull... but she dun sound that bad as the impression I had of her.
And after tins become more complicated.Before you know it,everyone's changin n swaping.Everybody wants to be in another group.Got fed up and decided not to care...Arghh... But even if I choose not to care,circumstances doesn't allow me not to care.Kon wana join us. Den Ivan n Qi Hou(our group wan) was contemplating to join another group.Hwei Zhen din noe wad wad happenin outside cus she was lookin faw notes on d net.Den Cat duno told her wad sumtin like they wana quit or sumtin like that.
HZ got fed up and say if dey wana quit then quit bt she like kinda so called released the two of em n wana put Kon in d.They were still contemplatin n Cat had to like say sumtin else.dey wana go bcus o darren but they were still tinking of us oso la.I was like there listenin and looking hw isit goin to be bout the two guys.Den Kon like tried to scare Cat and she was like jumpin up...over reacting.One of d guys were trying to tell me sumtin and she was making hell lot of noise next to me,trying to convince me that she was shocked.And since I din care, she like tapped me and den trying to show me wad happened wif her irritating voice.I got pissed and turn around and sheeshed her.I was trying to solve an important problem here and she has to tell me the not important stuff.I was just controlling my temper,if i didn't i would have shouted at her "SHADDUP YOU BITCH!!!"
I suggested that the 3 groups meet den break and reform again but no one wana listen.So it was a havoc outside d lib jus like samseng gatering.This time I was reli fed up so I sat on a table near by and den I gota make friends wif Eileen Ho.I must say that she's nice le.Well if u judged her jus frm appearence, you will think that she's like the impression of I had about Sagu before I got to noe her...maybe not so bad la.
In the end...I duno hw.We had to complete our work by wed but our mondays n tuesdays are fully occupied.No time to ven tok about it.I kinda noe hu's in d group at least.Catherine is in our group...sadly and d happie part is,I gota make friends...