Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
Thanksgiving
Woke up as usual but the one not so usual tin i did was I shampooed mand washed my hair b4 I go to skul (I normally washed afta skul). I promised Li Win that I'll try my best to look neater on our big day....our last thanxgivin farewell.
So I arrived on ma big day pretty late for the usual time I arrive at skul. I gave ppl pressies and vice versa but I din really recieve much untill wen I went into class.
Pressies started puring in as I oso started to give my friens.The most thougfull gift was from Chin Hong. Thanx Chin! She gave me 2 guitar picks....jus wat I wanted.Not that I don't have guitar picks...(I actuali got 4 but I gave away 1 to KYLA so dat makes it 3) but I jus luv collectin em esp wen it's frm ma friends.Sangee gave me a pair of earings which I don't wear as I dun pierce ma ear....I luv ma ears too much to tourture it. Even den, I'll still keep it. Anyway I LUV all ma pressies. Thanx everyone!!!
I'm happie not bcus the pressies are expansive or big but I'm happie cus ma frinds actuali have me in their mind.It doesn't matter. Even a pair of earings made my day.
In class, Kanages made her last speech and all that stuff,which I don't reali care but I still have to pay respect by listening. Good or bad she WAS my teacher la.No matter how muc I hate her it still can't change the fact dat she WAS ma form teacher.
She left early and wen ppl like her are not around, THE VAIN-ERS GET VAIN! I was takin FOR ma friends.(Future skills that I'll need IF I'm taking journalism) Wasn't reali in the mood of vaining YET. Den afta dat, we went to hall to hear Pn. Tan's lecture....as if I care. Wen I 1st stepped into the hall, guess wad I saw....my "DRUGS"!!!! AQUISTIC AND ELECTRIC GUITAR WITH AMPS!!!!! If Atria din stop me I would have hugged the guitars and started strummin d aquistic. I was like walkin towards it and Atria pulled my hand back....
"Nope, can't play wif dat"
The hol time if i wasn't tokin I was lookin and cuci-ing my eyes.haiz....so much for ma guitar addiction. So close yet so far....lol.
Anyway,we went for recess afta dat.I took a pack of nasi lemak.I din noe it was Kanages hu bought it untill I finished it.I was like....I wana puke it all out but it's free so save it. It was ok onli as I had now still have sore throat but Rohinee's roti jalar was d best. Rohinee, you rock!
We started vainin wif d F4 afta we finis makan-ing.Took a few pics and den Lynn came in wif a yellow indian kuin in her hand and stood behind me (i was sittin). She put the kuih near me so I posed wif ma mouth open and the kuih near it. After a shoot....
Lynn's has gota throw...I mean really throw it into ma mouth.
I was like: "LYNN!!!!! wad was dat???!!!"
Den she onli told me wad dat was but it was too late. I dun reali like it but it's no gud throwin food away.So, I finished it.
Lesson learnt: NEVER EVER open ma mouth wen Lynn is holdin sumtin
she don't like.
Den we went to hall afta recess. Amy Tan made a speech. Not as boring as usual cus got power point presentation but still boring. Den d spastik people came in. Many of em cired. I felt tears in ma eyes but it din come out so I'll take dat as I din cry. Der was power point presentation afta dat.It wsa gud even it was Kanages hu did dat. We had sing along and afta dat all d other forms were dissmissed except for us.
The song bcus you love me was played afta dat. Ppl started cryin. I was like, I'm a big gurl, I dun cry anymore......but eventually, i did.I told maself yesterday dat I wun cry but I just can't bare it.We hugged each and told each other how much we meant to each other.
It was den I realise all this while d reason why my friends (the usual gang) were so harsh is bcus the dey want to dicipline me and make me change. Dey want me to grow up.
I'm sorry for all the times I've wornged you guys for the way you guys treat me.
Tru this thanksgivin,I've learnt that I took a lot of things forgranted and I should appreciate em. Like you guys, I admit dat I really took you all forgranted untill wen I have to leave. I've also took forgranted ma tution mates and others.
Since ma bday is cumin in 15 days time, here is my b'day wish:
I don't want any of the guitars that I crave,
I don't want a handphone,
All I want
Is a day wif my friends....
I just want em to neo hw muc I luv em and hw important are em in my life....
friends= titon mates + d whole group of Sc 1