Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
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My dad's on loans
Well I was doing something in the school library and I came out kinda late cus my mum was infront of the school gate already....Yikes...anyway I rushed into the car and obviously i apologised la cus i din wana get into trouble.
Then, my mum started complaining about my dad....
It was then did I realise dat my dad was on LOANS all this while and he doesn't save thet much of money. I noe dat the honda we are usin is on loan la but i din noe there's like so much that they are buyin usin loan.
Out of anger my mum told me that dad hardly saves much money. He din tell my mum hw much but he just told her dat it's little. Yea so wad of he got a promotion and earns a lil higer on terms of salary but saves nutin?
And dad just threw in 20K into duno what syers of which insurans. Mum was so devastated. Accordin to her it took half their lives to save up that ammount and he just threw it into syers just like that. Well, he's kind of in the wrong cus the money is his and my mum's.
With the syers issue and the savings issue, it sets me thinking. So I questioned my mum:
Do you actually have the money to send me into twining?
Not that I really want to go to twinig but it sets me thinking.She kept silence a while and then told me a yes but it would 3 + 0 which means I 'm gona stay in Malaysia for the rest of my life.I was rather pissed off. The impression they gave me was twining in terms of 3+1 or sumtin like dat, which means dat I would have a chance to study in other countries. And they wanted me to stay in penang to do my twining.
I wasn't really mad but I was kind of pissed off. In the 1st place, don't simply give me stupiak hopes that I would get outta this country. I'm not actually really that keen to do twining cus the money issue but still u gave me fake hopes. 2nd thing,I felt like they were just tricking me to stay in Penang. If I can't go overseas to study oso pls at list let me study out station! I dun wana stay in Penang. I want to see the world on a better porspects.
Note to my parents:
pls dun be so selfish to make me stay in Penang. I will hate you even more if you do that!
Coming up blog:
-my wonderfull cell group and the fun we ad durin lantern day