Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
life in class and outta class
Results for chem jus came out.I've got 69...one more mark to an A2.Actuali I'm rather happy wif d 69 but I just need ONE MORE MARK to get an A2!As far as I'm concern i onli have an A onli for this trials...and dat's EST.(gosh if i din get an A for ma ESt i think i reali deserve to just end up 6 feet under hell)....
Actuali my chem paper can't reali determind if i'm ready for SPm for that subject...why? cus he took d questions form the pass year papers which ma tution teacher did wif us.Futhermore it wasn't d hol f5 syllabus cus he havn't teach d later part wic i find it rather touggh.
I was rather happy for ma paper 3 as i had 41 out of 50...preety cool and i had d best report (d bahagian B)acc to him....well at least i did make sumtin gud....i noe dat it isn't like a class record or a form record but at least I was d best at sumtin.hiaz...but can't reali say dat i'm proud of dat oso cus i did dat in tution like three to four times....do untill luput d.for that section i got 17 outta 18.all thanx to ma tution teacher and all d jokes made bout dat experiment...I missed out one mark cus i din write "keputusan dicatat dalam jadual".
Well wen u score a lil higher ppl are sayin dat u are so gud and hw ya gona do better den dey are but dey neva c d otha subjects dat u din do so well.Eventually dey are d ones dat do better den u....
so note to maself:
don't be easilly decieved by ur lil marks
think it's time for some shakenin up oso...i can say, i did neglect my bio oso.think it's time to brush tins up.
things that i should stress on now:
BIOLOGY
HISTORY
PHYSICS (wic i dun tink i can do dat muc)
MALAY
ADD MATHS
things dat i shouldn't neglect:
ENGLISH
CHEM
MATHS
MORAL...consider later....
Note to Cheng:
Dude, how can u call urself shy?ya not dat bad oso...i mean u can make friens easilly oso wad.It's not dat u dun have daya tarikan like Chin ( i dun actuali c dat she has dat daya tarikan oso)....it's jus dat i feel maybe u have higher expectation.would u wana be a person dat have to onli depend on ur hubby nex time?wad happens if he *touch wood* dumps u? dat's wad ur education is for.o yea and happiness of life is gained by how u percieve life.At times u jus have to learn to be contented wif ur life, u wld be happier...been tru dis...not dat i'm now reali contented wif ma life but at least i'm lil more contented den last time.
enuf wif exam....
now sumtin out of d class.....
I realise dat not many of my ex's friend reali like her.I duno is it always dis way after i like cut off ma communication wif her or it jus so happened it was jus a situation.I stayed bek today afta skul cus i wanted to spend some time wif Gabby.Den ma ex was on duty wif Gab. I kenw it la but i jus wanted to kill two birds wif one stone.I wanted to she how she was at d same time i can't make it obvious.
I was like buggin Gab (like a kid hu wanted to play)den SH came in and started to complain bout her president and all d stupiak camp prep.So u noe la...we (plus d gang of librarians)gathered togather and started gossipin and makin fun bout some teacher...Everyone was havin fun crappin except for ma ex.She jus sat down at d counter readin her story book.It wasn't strange for her to read but it was strange that she din join in.I tot it was bcus i was in d grouppie but eventually i dun tink it was so.
Me and Kang and CCM (her classmates hu was on duty wif her in d lib) still have gud repor tou we dun reali tok to each other.Den duno how la d sub eventually turned to her and how dey felt kinda disgusted wif her. well sumtins i heard from em (wad she did) were kinda...no,super childish and not acceptable.She sounded like a whiner to me acc to her friens stories.Den it was 3 o'clock.D hol group left the lib and she din even leave...maybe she has to ganti or sumtin like dat but she usually ask Kang to stay bek wif her wan.Neva even say bye to em...strange.
At times i do feel i still miss her esp wen i'm feelin miserable.She maybe a whiner but...hiaz....duno how to describe.At least now I can concentrate more on otha stuff wifout her round me...more focused to ma studies and friens.
tmr i've gota to face sumtin dat i tot i was had washed ma hands clwan...DETENTION from ma 12 demirit marks issue....tot not gona have it d la mana tau now onli wana ask me to stay bek and onli told ne today...wad happens if i adey got appointment or sumtin like dat?! wad dey tink i am? so free to ar?!I was so tempted to tell em i can't stay bek and make anotha appointment wif me nex fri.dey all no brains wan er! today give me d shit paper to ask me to stay bek tmr....
I duno wad does d detention means but acc to d dicipline teacher it's bout doin comunity service!!!!wad d hell!!!!Acc to d paper dat ma mum signatured, i was to "menghadiri sesi DETENTION!!! BUKAN COMMUNITY SERVICE!!!!!Now dey wana exploid me...no way am i gona be cheated on dis man!It's not a prob doin community service but dey are jus forcin free labour...no way man!sumo neva give me time to eat 1st.straight away go for detention till 3.10!if i get gastrict are dey gona pay for ma medical BILLS?!even if dey are willin to pay for all d medical bills caused by gastrict, dey can replace me a stomach dat's as gud as ma original one!!!!!My stomach is my vital organ wic i care for it very muc.i dun care i'm not doing community service and i demand for ma lunch break!!!!Can't force cheap labour outta me!
*I'm attendin d detention bcus ma mum signatured a stupiak wic in a way she was tricked to sign not excatly noein wad shit she's gona put me into.