Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
a week's work
here to blog bout the week(since i was god damn lazy to blog bout it)
let's start off wif Monday...nutin muc as it was afta prize presentation every one was keepin deir "pinky promise"...anyway hu cares so let's go on to Tuesday....I saw ma ex(she was in kl wif KYLA on mon so din c her) so wad's so special?u always c her in skul wad....well it's jus how i felt....wen i saw her d feelings is reali different already...
I could feel that i still have feelings for her but dat feelin dun seem to matter anymore....it doesn't hurt or make me feel all luvy duffy for her...I could still feel that strong feelin but it doesn't matter anymore....it like I'm nummed to the scar's dat's left....tuesday was 15 august...d day wen our relatonship started....so dat means it took me excatly 1 year to forget her...wow....i neva tot it cold be dat long bt at least determination still works...lol
Wednesday....can't stop studyin d(wad do u xpect form last minute workers...)I was perpared for doom's day....Friday....sejarah and moral paper togather....I gave up readin d text book and I rajin-rajin belaka go read workbook punya ans....swt....and not even readin wad did d ques wants....so shitted....anyway i just kept on readin n readin...even durin recess time....damn pek cek d....
I lay flat on the bench wif a table blockin me so dat d teachers dat pass by can't c me or else dey will go:
please sit properly....
How can anyone epect me to sit properly?!dat's one of d hardest tin i ever face...sittin properly...swt
anyway i was obssed wif ma book til Tiger made some movements and guess wad i saw....Tiger was tyin a tie for ma ex as she has to go on prefect's duty wic is around d place i was readin....I tot it was d rite time to tell her wad has bin happenin all dis while...so i went up to her and tokked to her...migod,she damn stupiak la....she tinks im avoidin her cus i wana concentrate in SPM...swt...if dat's ma reason i wun b foolin around wif KYLA oso dd la....
din manage to say everytin so i called her afta skul....explained everytin and it ended up in a reali cool manner...neutral note...(i've no idea y bt dis reminds me of middle C on d piano...swt)...i ended it bt telin her dat dis friendship is not worth it and she got wad i mean and everytin was cool adey....I hope wif dis I've write finish ma "chapter" about her...
Thursday...English and BM paper starts...I shitted ma BM paper badly....der were so many tins dat i duno n wad's d worst part i forgot d meanin of d f***in damn word JUDUL...i tot d meanin was chapter....bt lata ma BM teacher told me dat it was TITLE!!!!!!god damn me man!!!!bcus i forgot d meanin of JUDUL i've gotta say bye bye to ma 7 marks!!!!i noe how to wan....not foegettin the one i duno...this is d worst day ever
Friday...i adey xpected to wad would happen so nutin muc unexpected happened....den afta skul i was supposed to walked out wif Cheryal cs i wana ask bout YLC ma...
well dis one it's still on a very low profile tingy la bt i tink ppl start totink dat i n Cheryal or more of i hve feelings for Cheryal wic is so not true...(come on, i'm currently obssed wif Crabby) bt i hope no one would missunderstand....esp d 4Sc1 class n SH....I dun wana cause ne trouble
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so i tink dat's all for dis week lor....nutin muc la bt i jus wana keep a record...