Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
Today ma dad took me to dim sum for breakfast...damn nice man....i mean ok la bt considerin dat i din eat dim sum from a conventional coffeeshop for a long time,it's nice la....well call me ol fashion but i reali like to eat in coffeshop in a conventional colonial building unda d fan...
hiaz...cheng told me that she changed her blog add yesterday...den today durin recess chin toked bout blog so i asked cheng's new blog add...she din tell me....well she usually tells me her blog add bt if she dun wana let me noe i respect her decision but i jus wana noe one thing,wad's d hidden meaning? I bet she has a reason for not tellin me d blog add...is she stil dissapointed bout that issue?
anyway,today afta skul i stayed back in skul in the library...i noe dat ma ex will be der as she is a librarian and she was on duty today...(wad do u expect of me=p )
neway she wen she wen for break,she asked me if i had eaten and asked me to join her...she usually wun ask as i wld automatically go wif her...anyway we tok and all la...she reminded me bout d story of her break down on sat cus of an A4 paper for civic folio and she told me dat she had full marks for the folio...i was happie for her wad made me happier was she shared her "happiness" wif me....den afta dat we went up and all and I realise dat she kinda opened up to me more la...so reli happy ova dat.tou she treats me jus lik a frien tingy bt i'm stil happie...i dun expect muc...i'm happie dat she treats me lik a frien...all i want is some extra time wif her,to have her by my side while i stil have the time.
I'm gona leave for college soon (no matter hw lousy i do in ma spm...obviously not fail la) It wun make any difference to me anymore if cheng's stil dissapointed wif me or wad so ever,afterall i'm gona leave....Now I reali wana give my attention to ma ex onli,dat's all.even den i noe dat i'm not gona c her nemor oso afta high skul life...so as far as i can i would wana make her happie...
after dis life,a new life begin
i'm lookin forwad for college life to built up my dreams...