Introduction

I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.

Blogging

no one understands!!!

wad d hell.....no nmatter hw u wan me to studi it wun make a difference.....if i reali wana studi do u tink i wld be infornt of d com bloggin?????!!!!!! dun tell me wad to do us u dun understand!!!!no noe understands!!!!!!

No one understands wad i have to go tru.....it's not jus studies...if it was i bet i can do well wif flyin colours....dat's if i'm hardworkin....u dun get it....I can't concentrate....i admit, I'm short-tempre these days but u will never understand!!!!

I wen tru PMR and UPSR wif no probs cus d onli porb i ever needed to face is STUDIES!!!! Now i'm havin an emo prob...do u understand...do u noe hw does it feel???!!! I'm not as mature as ma friens...Y, can't take dat?!!!

No one can understand...even if dey do all dey can do is to give me sympathy....can dey remove dat pain?! NO! I feel empty inside...can anyone feel it?!can anyone take the pain of emptiness away from me??!! NO!!!

Can't understand?! I can't expalin to u!too bad u have to live in disapointment wif me.....

I want a normal teenage life!I noe i'll neva have dat...y?! SIMPLE....it's bcus i can't let go of wad has passed...no matter hw i try and try!!!!and it's killin me!!!!!
Illusionized. Thursday, August 24, 2006;8:21 PM