Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
if i could jus move on
jus read cheng's blog....i'm reali happie dat she luved her bday celebration...hey afta all, dat's wad i wan ma buddy to be rite,happie....
today so many ppl took deir "pinky promise"...din tell me,sobz...no frien u all er....anyway it not dat i reali did wasted ma hol life in skul today....
I expected to c Crabby in d monin b4 skul starts bt i din la...but it's ok...den waited 4 second recess...din bumped into her....well i tot dat she was absent so i din care la...jus wen i tot dat i wasted ma monday monin....
skul was over at 2.10 and i walked out to the front of d skul gate and guess hu i saw...Crabby...n guess wad,she was alone...migod,rite timin to 'flirt'!!!...well we toked while waitin for our transport....well most of em was rubbish bt i jus wanted to crap wif sum sweet gurl...=P
About Crabby,I realised she ain't d person dat i reali want. she has all d tins dat i would fall for but it jus some how,to me,it din match.Duno hw to say bt u'll noe la. She like can "see" bt can't "touch" punya person. it was more of a friendly tok wif her den a "flirtatious" conversation...well it's a gud tin la(i wun wana scare a new found frien off)...
tou i went like i like:
yea i tink i like Crabby...
and stuff like dat...
I ddun reali feel d "chem" dat i have for her jus like ma ex...well duh, ur ex was sum1 ya reali serious bout...fine.even den it wasn't like those ppl dat i had a crush on b4 i knew ma ex....was it bcus i stopped ma habbit of flirtin long ago or isit bcus i stil like ma ex or i simply dun even boder?
if i could jus moved on like nothing happened....Tins wun b like dat....i wun find ppl like Crabby to hide maself....but nw all i wana do is to hide d wounds....
*yea bt me apologisin to ma ex tru sms wif ma mum's fon,she din reply me...guess she's got ma message....(is dat supposed to be a gud or bad news?)
to cheng n sam:
hey i noe dat u guys are reali gona b damn bored bout ma posts bt i jus can't seem to move...i noe u guys would have expected sumtin more "normal" like studies and bla bla but i'm reali sorey...
Studies and sum otha 'normal" tins i can express it anytime n anywhere bt not dis....