Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
msg to cheng
dis is to cheng:
wat do u xpect me to say? mention her name? (i'm not tryin to sound like i wana fight here k) okay. i reali treat her like an ex k. i mean wat has hapened kenot b changed.If u ask me in skul or where ever if she was ma ex i wld obviously deny it.(com on wat world are we livin u shld noe)
no matter she wana admit dat she was ma ex or not can't change the past on wad she said and wat she did.The fact was der was "chemistry" between us (tou it was officially onli 4 days-der were tins goin on b4 d 4 days oso)If i could i wish i neva knew her in d 1st place.
Cheng dis is onli a blog,d onli corner wer i could jus xpress hw i feel and all wifout restriction.The world is a stage and ma blog over here is d backstage.dat's y it's called behind the scenes of life.
I noe dat she's a brite student and i myself dun wana ruin her future k (y else would i wana leave penang asap?). I've oso brought dis issue up to her b4 wen we were together and i actuali toked to her bt breakin up cs of dis issue bt we end up breakin up cs of anotha issue.
my parents wan me to continue to study here den go aus afta dat.I told em i din wan to.One is bcus of money.Not dat dey can't afford bt wat bt ma bro and em. Two is bcus of her.I wana leave dis place as soon as i finis f5 n d best solution is to go to KTAR in kl. I may not reali lik ma parents and all but i obviously prefer ma own "tei kau" wer i noe d ins and outs.
Cheng i reali stil like her (i dunno y) but i noe ma limits. Watever i say here bt her lies here onli.it's not brought out to the "stage".