Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
i"ll be der
well nutin muc happened in skul today except for test and test and test.I tore ma est paper and threw it away in d recycle box as i tot it was a rubbish paper and i onli get 55.thnx to dat bitch huh simply set questions.come on,mana ada some rubbish type of dat type of questions so even if i failed dat paper is not important to me.
it was afta skul wen i found out dat ma gud frien,cheryal was cryin.I found out that her ex was buggin her and din wana let her go. It was a long time ago tingy but a few days or a week ago she start to tunjuk belang or sumtin like dat.Anyway I pity her oso la( i mean both of em). One wans a new life,a new start and the other wana kep hangin on to the past.I understand how her ex feels as i'm in a way in her shoes rite now but at the same time i oso can b said that I wana be lik Cheryal, to start a new life, a new begining.
At least me n ma ex veli straight fwd to each other.I think dat's d reason y we can keep on goin as buddies,oso we neva force each other to do netin dat we dun like. I think d reason we stil move on as friens is bcs d freedome and the honesty we giv to each other.I rpomised her to give her ma fullest support at this hardest time of hers (as she has to cope wif 3 poses in skul and other stuff). I think i'm reli tryin to hang on to her. Anyway i noe dat i'll have to let her go someday.
Lookin at Cheryal's case,I told myself that I would be more determined not to hurt her and as long as she's happie so am i.I wun wan her to suffer like cheryal bcus of me.i will support her no matter wad happens. I'm prepared if we grow up one day and she bcame sumone's mistress (which i hate dis type of ppl),i'm stil ready to accept her wif open arms. Dat's wad i told maself.I obviously wan her to grow up and marry d guy she luves and live a happie life bt if dis type of tins happen to her i would stil b der 4 her.
all i wana be is to be sumone that would catch her wen she falls...I dun need her to be beside me forever but i wana protect her from all the hurts and harms dat the world may put on her.I rather get all of that den to have her recieve a single bit of it. Even den,sumtins she stil have to face on her own...
i promise to b der for u no matter wad happens...