Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
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today wen to skul late...(cs i way sick to get up)...actuali din wana goto skul d but den d stupiak bitch make the hell lot of noise so i'm forced to go just to shut her mouth.
anyway, i was late and guess wad,my ex was standin infront of the gate wif her senior.It was her 1st time doin her duty as the probationary prefect and der i was late for the 1st time (technically as i got off i think once..lol...me n ma tricks)of d year. Anyway i got caught but i escape from pickin up rubbish (me n ma tricks up ma sleeve again...lolx)
actuali ma ex was listenin to her senior's briefing and her best frien was the one hu caught me wif her senior. Her best frien cld actuali see hw sick i ws (and started laughin...veli funi) while she din even notice me.
everyone der could c hw sick i was and was rather nice wif me but not for her. she din even realise anytin. I dun need and wan anyone's attention xcept for her's.wen i wanted her attention so badly i dun get from her,instead i get everyone's attention but her's...haiz...
her first duty oso marks the approach to the ending of ma skulin life. honestly she reali bloomed into a beautiful rose.i could see her great potential in her. If i was stil together wif her it will surely have held her back.She would reali grow into a wonderful woman and i wish her all my best wishes.
as for me, i'm reali gonna miss her...(i could feel the feeling already)..i feel as if i am about to loose her soon. i mean like ma classmates and all we can still meet up,we have a reason to but as for me n her, we have no reason to meet up again.even if we do it wld be so akward.it's like we have nothing in common to keep our frienship goin nemore. the agony knowing that it would come a time (not long) dat i would reali have to say gudbye to her 4eva is eatin me up.i'm force to let her go and i can't bare to do that. To noe dat she's gonna be out of ma life reali hurts.in fact, she was actuali destined to be jus a short-term reali makes me find no reason to move on.
I've made ma decision.No matter wat reali am gonna leave penang. I wana get out of this place. That's the onli way or else it would be such an agony. I would have to leave her once and for all, as far as i could. It's either lead ma life around her OR stay away far from her. I chose to stay away far from her. I noe wifout me around her,she would go muc futher, so will I.
She wrote a beautiful chapter in ma life...sweet but short. Here's where the chapter's gonna end. As for me,she would alway remain the one and onli in my heart and that's all i could do...