Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
account about kanages issue...
I noe dat d hole class are not happie wif d kanages issue.(not u alone cheng).I can sense it.I'm not saying dat i was rite and i'm not saying dat i was wrong either....
I admit that i was rash in the way i handled the situation.(i dun think u reali noe wat happened). My fon was confiscated by ma parents (wif ma mum as d batu api).They claimed that i failed ma addmaths bcus of d fon wic i think it was way illogical (wif logical and supporting proves).
Bcs of ma of ma failure i've lika actuali gave bek ma guitar to ma firen and went bek home early as dey(esp ma mum) wanted.I even went for extra class at ms. lee even tou i dun like it. wen she offered onli once a week i asked for twice a week.I'm not tryin to say hw great i am here but I did put in effort and sacrificed lots of tins.It was not easy.
After all i've done,dey jus took ma fon away.I felt dat it was reali unfair to me.the more i put in the more dey demand.I dun expect any reward frm dem afta wat i've done but at least dun do dis to me.Untill today I'm not happie wif dis issue.
to me (afta d incident),wat's d point of doin tins to please ppl but at last they take more tins away frm u?!I'm so sick of doin tins to pls ppl.So, why do i have to please kanages wen i tink wat she said is a waste of time? for ma testi?!I'm sorey but hw sure am i that she wld give me a testi even if i bhave like a do that obeys her?!hw sure am i dat tins wun happen like ma fon issue?!
If i wanted to, i cld have jus say tins nicely or jus to do as she said to pls her.I find no point of havin a give and take situation anymore.the more u gove the more dey take.I'm fed up and i give up!!!
I find that tryin to be a nice person reali sux.I dun wana care wat i do is wrong or rite anymore as long as i like it. I've bin markin ma hand wif markers(duno y bt jus fell in love "tatooin").I cld have jus wash it away b4 i come to skul bt i dun c the point of plsin the skul rules oso.I mean i wun sengaja go put ma marked hand infornt of pn.tan la but i wun wash it off jus to please the skul rule.
I noe u guys beh syok and i dun c d logic y al beh syok.I mean,is nt even u al dat will get into deep shit.let's jus put it dis way,i not mature enuf to handle dis type of stuf k.
Note to Cheng: I would appreciate if u wild nt mention her name (dat f2 gal) on ma blog js in case i duno hw it gets publicise.thnx