Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
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cross country
jus had cross country run dis monin at botanical garden and it was way tirin...jus got my two blisters form it...durin the hol tin i kinda found (in a way la) my answer to if i did rite bout ma bahas tingy (refer to d other blog)
i was all the way out to win the cross country run...well to be in the top 40 for the upper sec and if possible, top 10 to get a medal...
i wanted win bcus:
i wan the cert as i'm lackin of certs
i wan the fame and glory of winin
well i finished i think top 20 as i din was way too exhausted to c wat position i got bt as far as i noe not top 10 la....it was hard,considerin dat i'm a reali lembap person...
anyway afta d run we gather d konco-konco(lol) sat down and started tokin at wer all d ppl gather....we tok tok tok den we wanted to go kai kai to c d japanese pagoda or sumtin lik dat la bt we din(i think)...instead we took a strool and den was our hands at the stream...it was so coolin...den we continue walkin till we saw a big field...we sat down on dat big wide field at a slope and we started tokin enjoyin the nature...we tooked bout lots of stuff and fooled around and it was way soo cool....
while half way enjoyin,we heard the cheerin from the grandstand...dey were givin d medals for the top 10 of every class (in d sense of class I,II and III)...d certs wan dey giv in skul...anyway i tot to maself...if i did have won the top 10 placin,would i rather join ma friens or b der at the grandstand to claim ma glory and victory?dis was wen i found ma answer for ma bahas...
i may not b able to say netin muc as i din get top 10 bt dis was ma ans:
i wouldn't be at the grandstand
If i did not folo ma friens i wld neva hav knew the beauty of nature and the beauty of bein a part of a "family"...me,yi wen,cheng and sarah went to play dip in a stream nearby d grand stand (it was onli less den knee deep) while li win,chin, atria,sam,babi,lynn sat on a raised platform on the stream...i was lik a kid der...lolx...it was a beautiful moment that i hav wif ma friens...
back to ma ans for bahas....i would rather giv up on fame and glory for the sake of unity wif ma friens...i noe dey are teachin me well...i noe dey would onli tell me wat dey tink is rite (bt dat doesn't mean dat dey are always rite) so yea...i was wrong in bahas...fame n glory isin't d way...
durin the run...
it was a hard one...i was abput to give up ma goal of getin anytin buti kepy movin on...wen i was runin the onli tin i had in mind was my ex...i noe that ma ex will not feel anyin even tou i did ma best or ma worst but it was jus a motivation for me...a fake one....that kept me movin til i reach the end....at least i reached....