Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
All about...
i reali dunno how to put dis honestly but all of a sudden i jus felt like bloggin dis out n i bet d person dat i'm gonna blog about wld read bout it but it's ok...it's nt reali to make her noe hw i fell bout her but jus to express wat i feel...after all dat's wad's blog about....
It's bout Cheng...after Sam,cheng was d nex closest to me in school...actuali i have loads of che muis (wic are ma classmates) but cheng's d closest one...i mayb close to her but she ain't close to me that kinda tingy...
She's d one dat made me start bloggin...well influenced me la ...so dat's hw i started bloggin...she's a reali smart ass wif a reali gud heart...not sayin dat others are evil la...she reali helped me a lot in loads of ways... honestly i reali owe her one...
i known her for almost 6 years but it was onli recently dat i reali reali noe d true colours of her...we were onli in d same class wen we were in form 4...initially i tot she was reali scary and onli wanna pick on me...i tot she was a nasty person dat wanted to hear all ma secrets dat i told sam and to start tokin bout it with Chin Hong and so on...but i was so wrong...
as time passed i got to noe dat she ain't dat kinda bad person dat i tot she is..(since she was sam's buddy) we started to get along preety well...not to say dat she liked me but tolerated ma lousy attitude n so on...
finally it came to a time wer i reali opened up to her...den i got to noe so many stuff as she gave advise and encouragement...she gave me the comfort of a frien...wic i never had experienced...assuerin and trustworthy...
she any all the che muis reali broke me durin OCAC camp and started to reshape me again to be a better person...(not dat i'm any fantastic now) she gave me supportive critism...some are reali hard to take in but i noe it's gud for me....she did it not to gain but for me to gain sumtin....so dat i wun b a pest to other ppl in the future...
Wen Sam went to a different class dis year, i reali opened up everytin to her even ma greatest secret dat onli sam knew (supposedly la)...she was reali supportive towads me...told me wat i reali should do...the rite tin.... she helped me a lot in ma studies oso...but i sendiri tarak chang hei.....haiz.....
cheng is more than a frien to me...kinda a mother-sista image to me...( i noe i make her sound reali old...hahaha) she tells me off wen i'm in d wrong n many of a timed i dun reali like to hear bt i noe it's gud 4 me and she oso helps me out wen i'm in deep shit!!!(c,jus like a mum)..here's d sista image part....like a lil kid,i reali look up to her like a big sis la...i dunno how to explain la but she has d sista image k....
*dis is not purposely written to let cheng noe hw i feel tou she's actuali d onli 1 who reads ma blog most of d time n i hardly told ppl bt ma blog...