Introduction
I don't have a heart for fakers who shed crocodile tears nor do I have sentimental value for emotional basted-s. I'm the devil's work of art. Nobody knows me too much to hurt me neither does anyone knows me too deep to understand me.
Blogging
embarassin moment of d year
last nite i jus did d most embarassin tin in the hol wide world....i cried in tution...it was so freakin embarassin....is not that i've never cried before but not infront of people hu i dunno...luckily there weren't many people there as exam was goin on...
wat happened?...simple....it was ma chem tution...i wasn't reali convinced that i was goin to fail ma chem...maybe do badly but not FAIL....i checked ma ans wif ma tution teacher n guess wad i'm so FREAKIN FAILIN!!!!no way it's gonna be recorded in ma report book FOR LIFE!!! and dude it's ma form 5 report book dat is gonna hav d RED INK!!! dis is ma last year man...if i had dat mark on ma damn book...ma record is reali broken...i've never got dat bloody mark ever in ma junk yard life in dat damn book!!! not dat i've never failed, (i've failed in class test) but it's gonna affect me!!! i was preety confident in ma chem as i did perform preety well in tution, able to ans teacher's ques n bla bla bla....i never tot dat i would ever fail....
anyway after i heard wat ma teacher got to say i was so frekin sad...well is was more of not in a mood to do anytin anymore...den all of a sudden, tears start comin out and ma voice start to get tight like wanna cry punya sympthoms....so dat was how i started cryin....i din expect maself to cry there....i mean it's tution! but thank god dat der were no guys dat day or not it would be super embarassin!!
i mean i do cry infront of people but only ma classmates...never in tution is kinda embarassin tou even der were onli gals n dey r few....i bet dey were goin:
o migosh dat is d noisy tabitha n she is cryin.....she is so freakin senyap today....
pls note: i dun cry infront of people to get attention, i cry bcus i can't help
it! if i ever want attention i wun du it dis way!!