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Happie 18th birthday to me

It's about an hour to my 18th birthday. Yeap, 18th birthday seems to be a really big thing. That is when you are legal to do may things.

In an hour's time, I will be legal to drink and smoke my lungs out. As many might think that this should be the big birthday bash, sadly, I will be bashing it in the exam hall. What a place to celebrate my 18th huh. Just when I thought I could have a great birthday this year (since SPM caused me one big misery during my birthday last year) but it just don't seem to be happening.

I must say, my 18th year of life on earth seems to be one of the best so far. I guess I already have my best 18th birthday presents in advance and is still coming. One of my best 18th year present was from my parents. They gave me an education in college where I meet the great friends. Next would be the GOOD MORNING REVIVAL album that was presented to me by yoong and hao as a very advanced present in April. I am really happy over it cus it's not just the album that they gave me but it actually also symbolise their friendship with me. Yeah, so that is one great one. Also, one of my great presents are friends in college and the experience they have provided me. It's was definately a maturing experience with them. Still coming up, my 18th birthday present is my education in Aussie Land by my parents again. Most probably they be sending me over for the full course which is like one dream come true.

As a whole, this year was totally great and I guess I gota thank God also for this wonderfull year as His present to me.

I guess my 18th year is one of the best years of my life...and will continue to be better down the years...

I guess this also means that I am no more a kid and it's really time to actually grow up and take up responsibilities as an up and coming adult. For that part, I guess I am gona take it at my own pace... =P

ps: happie birthday to Rossie, Junid's mum and Bellie

I am off till....should be till after exams

p/s: I should be trashing this bloggie soon
Illusionized. Monday, November 05, 2007;11:11 PM

Good friends by nine days

I was checking out my cd-s and I found this song whiuch is really cool but I just never realise that I had it. I have like at least 5 GB of songs so it's no surprised that I never realise it, but it's totally cool. (so doest that mean that I am cool and I didn't reallise untill now? =P )

Anyway, I present tou you Good Friends by nine days

I used to think that you were someone else
Then I'd loose my mind each day
I used to think that I could help myself
But its true
what they say
There is no reason without a way
This is

Good Bye to you and Me
what a good friend you've been to me
and I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is you

I used to wish that I was someone else
then I'd dream away the day
those dreams have made me into someone new
and its true what they say
there is no better time than today
if this is

Good Bye to you and Me
what a good friend you've been to me
and I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is you

I am here
I need to say
that I will miss you
everyday
and its true what they say
there is no better time than today
if this is

Good Bye to you and Me
what a good friend you've been to me
if this is
Good Bye to you and Me
well what good friends we will always be
and I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is you its you

Every good thing that I do is you its you

every good thing that I do
well I owe it all to you
every good thing that I do is...

I guess the "you" there can be very applicable in plural from for me. I have to admit, I really have good friends in college and well as a whole. Nobody is a perfect friend but they are all good...
Illusionized. Sunday, October 14, 2007;12:34 PM

Demoralising

Just dropping by before I get back to my activities of being a good kid. Anyway, I was pac man-ing and also friendster-ing the older account that has so much junk inside there with all the kids acounts adding mine like fuck. Well I saw those recent updates and my effin good arse! They dress up like super old...I mean way old! Eileen dresses up maturely for her age but if they dress up even more maturely compared to Eileen. In fact, I've never seen college kids our age even wear like em to HANG IN GURNEY!!! Gosh, kids now a days make me speechless in a bad way.

Anyway, this was waht happened a few days ago:

After ESL class (lecture 1) to psychology class:

Wai Soon: Leh ma la. Kenot dota d!!!

Sue Lynn: You learn ur lesson d a not?

Wai Soon: Ya la ya la.

Me and Sing: Wai Soon what happened la?

Wai Soon: My ESL results damn bad la ...*tells the marks* (out of confidenciality I shall not mention the marks jus in case)

Me and Sing: Ok d wat. Complain sumo for what?

Wai Soon: Ma leh, hu say good ar? You know waht Joyce get a not?! Joyce tell em what u get.

Joyce: Duno la

Wai Soon: 93 ok!!! Kanne la kenot dota d. I must stop dotaing d!!!

Sue Lynn: See la, Look at Joyc. What did u get for ESl, what did Joyce get for ESL? What did joyce get for maths, What did u get for maths? What is the difference between you and Joyce?

Wai Soon: The diff is she dun dota.

Sue Lynn: That's riight and we are just giving u an upward comparison so dat u will stratigise to improve (sumtin from psycho lessons)

Joyce: ...it might also backfire...

Wai Soon: Argh I dun wana dota d! I am gona delete it frm ma pendrive. Tabby U wana dota I give u la

Tabby: Dun wan la, after i did my downward comparison, I learnt ma lesson

Wai Soon: *get shot*

We were really demoralising him and well I guess trials did demoralised me too. Ah well, I guess it's time to pull up my socks.
Illusionized. Friday, October 12, 2007;12:56 PM

Undies week

Well it was Jin Hui and ki Hiau's bday and guess what did dey recieve...UNDERWARE...lol...it's an undies week mates! Well, Jin got a normal set of three (I think) undies dey all go force Jin Hui to wear it in the men's toilet...damn funny...u can hear all of em shoutin in the toilet. It seems that he actually climb the toilet cubicals cus he was afraid that Wai Soon would peep at him change...hahaha

As for Ki Hiau...hahaha...his is d best wei...Sue got him a fureaggin CK undies which is so gwad damn expansive that if u actually buy a shirt (branded) you might still have change. Somore it (shirt) requires more material...hahaha...

Ok OK...now is the undie that WE got for Ki Hiau...lol...damn best wei...Sing Huei's choice. The best choice award goes to Ding!!! muahaha.....it was BRIGHT GREEN WITH SILKY MATERIAL!!!....hahahaha...best part the side was 2 WHITE STRINGS!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA...Llike Jin Hui, he was force to wear also but in addition....HE HAS TO SHOW OFF IN PUBLIC!!! hahahaha...well but he is sporting, so it was great.

It was totally funny anyway...I still wish em a happy birthday here tou it's kinda too late...but heck, they re really great sporting peeps and I lurve em loads~
Illusionized. Friday, October 05, 2007;8:11 PM

Celeb gossips

OMG OMG....

Alicia Keys is gay to Melissa Etheridge

J-Lo is expecting twins

Sex and the City :the movie will be out on 28 May 2008

Nicole Richie is pregnant to trap Joel Madden

AND...

Lindsay is staying in rehab...*old stuff*

~adapted from JJ's blog~
Illusionized. Friday, September 28, 2007;9:30 AM

Skates of glory =P

About the studying issue, I kinda told my mum about me wanting to go taylors since i was totally naif about the rest (if they have twining or not). Now, my dad has options of sending me to Lim Kok Weng (or Wing). Argh...this kinda stuff damn brain breaking so that is so much so I am gona crap about education.

So anway, I am here to tell you guys my experience on roller blade-ing (cus it sounds like bald-ing)...yes for the first time. Well, good gurls like me went to the library with the intention to study untill the bad boys (lol), Qi Hao and Sue Lynn came. They TEMPTED me to go roler blade-ing (lets jus call it skating). Since my parents was not in a mood of being financially supportive, I only had limited cash. Therefore (sounds like my assigment now), I was rather reluctant to go. I don't actually like to borrow money cus I feel bad using other ppl's money. If I did noe better I would have brought more cash.

BUT...due to peer pressure (a good example of peer pressure), I said yes. So I called my mum claiming ma friend is goin QB and I will just tag along to "save their petrol". Later, the rest all come d...all together 7 of us; 2 gurls and 5 guys. We were waiting for cecelia. Out of I duno what, everybody wanted to cram into Sue's car...a KELISA...7 IN A KELISA...total nonsense.

Finally, Celia came and all the guys crashed her car...for some reason that i can think off...*but i cain't spilling it out here XD*...except for qi hao who wants to stick to his (now) one and only Sue Lynn :P. And since the other side was filled, I had to be their lamp post which is as bright as the sun but I have the back seat to myself..lol...syok habes...besides that qi hao almost got us into a death i meant accident seen which I never wana see....lol...he just confirms or justify my hypothesis that guys driving (at this age sux)...lol...Chern Wern, Wai Soon even Dave also all same wan...lol. Nevertheless, i rather go into their cars then to be stuck in college...lol...where there is safety, there is no excitement...lol

So went there and the guys wanted to go to McD for lunch. McD was definately tempting but the wallet don't actually give me a choice in indulging myself into the temptation so I had to skip lunch.

So off we head to the skating ring. Well, the first impression i had on myself when I wore the skates was *damn, u are gona regret it*. When I stood up, i realise that i could balance in the skates which was surprising since i never put in em on before. So off we went into the ring...but i had trouble moving....took me a few rounds around the ring for me to get it.

I learn that to move the thing on my own without the wall I must not focus on the skates but where I am heading and I came out with another life lesson, tht is; don't focus on the problem but the goal. Anyway, I did fall a lil once on the arse...and after that my whole body ached...thanks to the strecthing while trying not to fall. So yea...had fun...gona miss this guys a lot when we actually leave
Illusionized. Thursday, September 27, 2007;8:50 PM

options...

I went to Aus ed again yesterday with the intention to fill up some other form for other university options. So we, me and an ass hole mum went there and she just start braggin about monash, asking about the same questions over and over again....man, cant she just take a break?! besides, we were there to ask about OTHER universities. Anyway, after much asking the whole world about monash and also telling the world that she intends to send me to MONASH MALAYSIA, she had to go for a dental appointment. *yay*...finally, she left. I was still at Aus ed talking to the guy about stuff.

Well I kinda found out that Monash malaysia (not sure about Aus one) is not excatly offering the course I want. You can see based on the majors, it's more for journalism. They have three major u can choose that is writing, communication and some other shit that is no point looking into it. Writing as we all know is about writing, journalism and yada yada yada. As for the communication, it's mainly non-techinical, which means to say you can aqquire it when you go out and work like PR and stuff like that. In that major there are only 2 units which are techinical, which means to say that it's something you have to go through a course to know. 2 miserable ones out of so many units...

It's filem and media and advertising that is going to be a learned skill besides jornalism (which i don't really think I'm cut out for it) in communication area. well I want to be in the entertainment sector. My mum asked ma cuzie hu grat frm Monash, she never even heard of monash offering the course! Well the course I'm intending to take is off the main campus in Aus where uni-s usually don't put as much importance to the ones in main campuses. It's totaly nut case. We can see that monash is not good for communication already tou it's in the group of 8 and yet, they still want to put me there. I've been thinking the whole night through and monash isn't the correct uni to go...well I feel....

I am thinking of QUT in brisbane (since they still insist in aussie) but it doesn't offer twining. We can see that they offer more in this creative industries. QUT may not be in the group of 8 but it's more like a modern uni which suits communication. I duno about their other courses but definately QUT is way better compared to Monash in terms of the course I want.

Another option is Uni SA. They are twining with taylors. But I am not very sure about what they really offer (to be specific). Talyors has been in the edu line for so long and I believe the would choose good partners for their different schools (faculty). LIke the last time I went to taylors to hear what they have to say, they claim that Uni SA is one of the best for communication. I checked out their ranking, they are far off frm Monash. BUT if taylors can patner with them, I don't see a reason that they are lousy in communication. Well they could have patner with Mel u or even QUT or RMIT (not very sure). But on the other hand, I want to take (if my TER is willing) a double degree. Communication and business which the school of communication in tayloras do not offer.

Argh...life sucks...I dun even noe what to do...
Illusionized. Wednesday, September 26, 2007;9:34 AM